The weekend has been good, things are finally taking a turn just in time for christmas and the new year. Saturday was spent jogging around pasir ris heights/pasir ris terrace with holly, john and josh too of course. We had an awesome possum home barbecue later in the evening, to celebrate aunty nancy's and uncle richard's anniversary. Steak, capsicums, snapper, prawns, eggplants, pasta, onions, gingko nuts, mushrooms, haagen dazs green tea, haagen dazs dark chocolate orange, pineapples, sausages, tons and tons of cheese.

December, you've been a whirlwind!

 

Hello mommy dearest, Happy Birthday to you, moowah!
You know I love you the most and nothing in the world could ever change that. You're beautiful in all ways and if one day I'd lose my sense of sight or my sense of hearing, I would be missing your voice and beautiful face the most.
Can't wait for the surprise dinner hehehe, ;)  

 

Happy Birthday to you Zeezoool! You’re so much older now, hehehe, old man! But anyway, I hope you have the bestest of birthday later, with aplenty love from all those dearests in your life. May you're forever bless with love & happiness, you’ve been a really great friend and I won’t exchange you for another, ;D happy nineteenth again breasstie! (And omg la, sorry I’m so broke now, so......hehehe hmmm)

CHRISTMAS CHRISTMASSSSSS CHRISTMAS WAAAA I WANNA GET MORE OFF DAYS CAUSE I DON'T WANNA WORK ANYMORE BUT I CANNOT CANNOT AND I NEED TO GET A NICEEEE BOX TO KEEP MY MONEY MONEY OKAY TOMORROW WORK'S AT FREAAAAKING 8AM SO TSK AND WTH YOU THINK I WANT TO BE LIKE THIS MEH ZZZ DON'T BE SO FULL OF YOURSELF OKAY?
 
Be humble.

“So, you’ll come across so many people in your life. Ones you think will stay in your life, stay with you forever. You’ll come across people you will love very much. But sometimes love isn’t enough to tackle all the obstacles in life and you will have to deal with the heartbreak of knowing that the person you love is gone and you’re left alone, to try your very hardest to fall out of love. To do something you never thought you’d have to do. Just keep your head held high. Don’t let it get to you, don’t fall apart. Clear your heart and let it go. And when it comes around again, let love in. Because you never know. It’s all about having faith.”

The christmas songs are always playing in my head! I love christmas songs but too bad I'm not celebrating christmas this year because I've got that stupid workkkkk urghaagdshdhh okay i'm very very looking forward to tomorrrow my off day!!!! finally meeting up with the girls wooohoooo and tomorrow shiok max must enjoy!!!!!!! i really deserve it (though i'm always slacking when i'm working) but still...... WORKING IS SO THE STUPID AH!!! Okay anyway please share the joy of christmas with me by sharing with me how you're gonna spend your christmas because i wanna enjoy alsooooooooooooooooooooooo k i gtg bathe naooo i was caught in the rain stupid rain arghagahadhhh and the weather had to be so freaking cold when i decided not to bring a jacket along because it was so sunny this afternoon okay and bye!

 

I guess the end of 2009 is the turning point of my life, or maybe not.

Preparing for the surprise birthday party. Damn right it was a surprise, Mum told me only the night before.

Rounding up the usual suspects, no matter how far or near.

Daddy looks so cute! Can't blame him for starving, the birthday girl had to take some time to get ready. Okay, can't blame her either it was a surprise!

And when the birthday girl is ready, the party begins!

We went bowling! 3 rounds of pure fun, my dad is such an expert! My brother pretty much sucks and my mom's really cute when she bowls.

Ended with drinks at Srisun. The close up picture of me and Auni was taken by Auni herself.

 

So yesterday was pretty much a greaaaat way to spend a Saturday. I loved the lace top I was wearing, as much as I loved suprising people on their birthdays. We had pizzahut, arnold's and mum's birthday noodles and royal's nutella cake for dessert (it had crunchy wafer layers!). I have no idea what to do later today, what with my bestfriends away and my family busy with their own plans. Okay futhermore, seems like Mum doesn't want me hanging around girls too much. She is serious is making me date. Cringe worthy. Not that I have no interest for boys (WHO ME?!?), it's just that I'm no good at all these lah. I need a coach or something, like those on MTV Made. Whoa awesome.

waaaa zzzz damn sianzzzz i really damn lazy to go to workkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk :(

Love is not a because, it's a no matter what.

I had a good day, I flew my first kite,

I ate escargots and topshell for the first time in my life and I have to say, they're really tasty tasty :)

Sorry today was messy; I am messy.

OKAY FIRST THINGS FIRST MY LEG IS NUMBB ZZZZZZZZ work is super duper boring. working alone is like shit so depressing, so the sian but i was late for 30mins today and i went to slack for an hour or so walking around f21 and mango and lololol the customers there thought i was the staff there so paiseh ahahaha and i wanna get a jeans from f21! walao $29 only it's damn cheap! cheaper than uniqlo can! tsk. okay and the weather is getting colder idk why cause the mrt seems so cold, 313 seems cold sometimes and the way home also damn cold so i'm gonna be wearing jacket tmr and zzz i hope i can slack again tmr and i wanna buy the jeans and omg im so tired and i saw so many people today! lunched with emp and her baby and i think i ate too full cause my stomach is damn hard now i think it's like constipation how how how and oh oh kh came over with his friends and we went home tgt and thank godddd he came otherwise i'll be like emo nemo going home alone but tmr onwards i will dieee sigh anyway ah ahk ahk siollll i wanna get a blackbeerrrrrryyyyyyy baby! CURVE OR BOLD BOLD OR CURVE ARGHHH OKAY MAYBE IT;S TIME FOR A CHANGE HAHAHAHA BUT SKALI I GET NORMAL PHONE CAUSE I DONT SEE A NEED TO CHANGE LAH BUT JUST CHANGE SINCE I NEED TO CHANGE MY PHONE CAUSE IT'S DAMN LOUSYYYYY okay time to sleep and walao i don't wanna get 1k already BUT MUST GET CAUSE i wanna go out shopping and enjoyyyyy :( & i was told that you should look for someone who loves you more.

Lunched with my brother and his gf and talked about my life. Seems like I've gotta really really put in effort into studying and completing this course! Even if halfway I feel like it's not fun anymore, I'll try my hardest to find joy in doing it.

I really don't want to disappoint the people around me anymore.

& turning 19 isn't one of my top priorities right now, but life just goes on.. I'm starting to see that it's not just about me alone. It's about everyone around me. The people in my surroundings and yeah, reality itself.

I just hope I'm something in future! Though my goal isn't realized yet, but soon.. I hope that it'll come when I least expected it. Until then, I just gotta do what I gotta do and never look back.

Never.

Then my aunt said it's gonna be tough and I shouldn't have acted on impulse. Sigh.. I wish I wasn't always thinking so straight sometimes. I need to be flexible! Must have different choices but I only concentrated on one. It's not good she said cause I might not enjoy it in the end cause it's dry and tough and boring..

But..

I chose this path, so I should stick to it and not linger anymore! It's not afforable you know!!!!!!

Maybe I need stress in my life to push me forward. To make me learn what I gotta learn.

& i really need to set my thoughts right! Must always plan properly! It's always affecting me and the way I move myself around. I was at raffles place and took a train back to cityhall when I was supposed to be heading towards outram park! & when I alighted the bus on my way home, before the door was fully opened, I went down the steps and knocked myself on the right.

I can't hope for things to get better in my life because nobody said this would be easy.

I just gotta keep trying.